Listen to you anon, sounding like you know so much.

I honestly can’t even answer this without laughing. Your answer is so…stupid. What does being okay with myself have to do with my right to rant about my feelings?

I’ve accepted what I’ve done. I’ve suffered through several levels of guilt, bitterness, self-hatred, and torment. I’ve realized through the only friends I had left that I can’t live that way forever, no matter how much I hated myself.

And I’ve forgiven myself, after being forgiven by the people who matter, and am moving on to a life where I will make better choices.

Then I get retarded little troll comments from anons that think they know jackshit.

Excuse me if I bitch about things. I have a human right to be bitter about the way I’m treated, last time I checked.

(Fuck, and it’s not even like I’m bitching about it out loud, publishing it for everyone to see. This blog barely exists. I’ve told NO ONE I KNOW about it. This place exists so that I can vent my feelings, no matter how stupid they are or how suicidal they are, because when I do that in front of people I know, they always get upset with me.)