Well, now I’m on official “just friends” terms with…..both of them.

This…makes things easier.

But not happier.

I needed to back out. I wish I could rewind the clock, but I can’t. I hope I made the right choice, though.

I really hope this is the right thing to do.

I hope I don’t regret it.

I hope everything will still be okay between us. That he will still find time to be my friend. Not just a casual friend, but how we were, when we’d just laugh about stupid stuff late at night instead of doing homework, and really just sucking at life.

I’m pushing everyone away….