November 2011
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tm-gig-deactivated20120106 asked: I don't like sucking dicks.
Anonymous asked: fuck you really overreact
Anonymous asked: donst seem like youve really come to terms wiht yourself if your still bitching about stuff
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Everyone in the group besides DJ
Can go suck a dick.
If you won’t even acknowledge me, then this is far past what it used to be.
It’s your own goddamn problem.
Honestly, the only true victim here is him.
And we’re back to being friends, as if none of it happened.
And then here you guys are, being total dicks.
No.
No I’m not going to take the blame for this one. I’ve been the...
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One of my favorite things-
‘Stealing’ one of your boyfriend’s article of clothing, like a shirt or pants.
It just smells like delicious laundry, but not MY delicious laundry…..foreign laundry from a sexy land of good-smelling-boy.
=o=
I don't care if changing my relationship status...
It’s about time I started standing by my decisions.
I love who I love, and I shouldn’t care who knows it.
tm-gig-deactivated20120106 asked: Well Amie; if that is going to be better for you then I think that is what you should do. Your own happiness should be the most important thing for you. I hope that everything will work out well in the end for you and I am sure that it will. And your car sounds nice. I hope that it will be a cheap easy fix.
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Who needs friends
When you have something inanimate to cradle with love?
I’m picking up a red ‘95 Miata this Saturday for 800$.
Masa is going to help me fix the head gasket (and if it’s hopeless, talk to one of his many car buddies for someone who has a miata engine lying around).
I’ll have about 400$ after everything to spend on a top, possibly tires, interior things, etc.
But...
tm-gig-deactivated20120106 asked: You know, thinking about suicide is a waste of time. Take it from someone that has been through plenty more than you have. I told you through the last ask that the door is open to patch things but you have to start the motion; no one is going to patch things from that side. You have to work from your side. Be pissed off at me or whatever; but honestly I just want everyone to be happy. Including...
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"I have a great idea!"
“Let’s have an awesome weekend trip to my awesome cabin with ALL our friends there, and let’s NOT invite Amie. Because we don’t like her anymore and she isn’t our friend because we kicked her out.” -My Ex-friends.
….I’m really on that tipping point. My feelings can only get hurt so much until I really start believing no one wants me around.
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I think I get it now.
I never was her best friend.
I had just made that up, in my head.
The reason we hung out all the time was because she wanted someone to be around so that she wasn’t lonely.
But she has a boyfriend now.
And this was the perfect excuse to dump the useless baggage.
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I wonder a lot...
How long it would take people to notice if I were gone.
….probably a few weeks to a month, I think.
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I wish certain guys would stop thinking I'm so...
“The reason that isn’t happening is mostly my fault. See, I have one of those fun situations with the almost perfect girl. She is bright, she is in collage and is supposed to transfer to CSU before too long. She is kind, and is a blast to hang out with. We sat and just talked outside an anime convention for a couple hours, and I can’t remember a time i was more genuinely...
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But I mean,
what kind of friend pushes a friend away?
Just because she made mistakes.
Sure, they were bad.
Like, the most horrible mistakes someone could make.
But this is coming from someone who doesn’t know any better.
Who had no prior knowledge to help her make the right decision.
Who was clouded by emotions and being scared…
Just………isn’t that what friends are...
I don't even really care anymore...
About anything.
It’s all just…
Life is sort of pointless.
I guess I’ll just entertain myself from now on.
Since I won’t be leaving the house anymore from now on.
Dear Tumblr,
I’ve lost my friends.
And at first I was really sad.
But then I realized it’s not a loss, because I didn’t really have friends before,
so it’s just a step back to before I gained them.
…Also, now I can’t hurt anyone anymore.
It’s a little lonely…
Oh well.
Things are getting better.
I’ve stopped caring so much.
It’s so much easier to get by when you forget about being lonely and drowning yourself.
It’s pretty easy for me since I went without any friends for a long long time.
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Recently
Everyday I wonder why I’m getting out of bed.
Why I even try.
Everything I do is a mistake. Everyone is annoyed with me. Everyone is so pissed-off that I’m depressed, and it’s gotten to the point where even someone I considered my best friend is telling me to shut the fuck up and get over my stupid problems and fix my life because I fucked everything up.
…why. I...
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It's as if the only 'friends' I have
Are the kind that, when I’m down, yell at me and say “Oh-fucking-well, pick your sorry-ass up and get over it.”
…did I….miss something? Did the definition of friend change somewhere along the line, here?
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I think I'm going to move
Just. Somewhere far away.
I don’t like having people pretending they’re my friends when they really don’t even want to be around me.